OH MY DOD!!

Gosh.. i think my blog is so freakin not updated for soooooooooooooo long.. hahaha.. no time.
many stories to write i guess. but not in the mood to type??

This 2 weeks sch oldys. DAMN! nothing! empty! boring! what more can i say?? GO TO HELL HOLIDAYS??

ahaha...  many bad & even goodsweet things happened..  WOWW!!! n im proud ive go thru all tat..

last SATURDAY i accmpany my bestfren since i was in prmary sch. AINIL FAZLIN. gosh. i reallyreallymissher..  
tat day we hgout tgether, just both of us, the MAIN thing we're trying to search tat day is AINIL'S graduation nite dress,,

Its funny lorgh,, we searchsurveysearchagain, damn! SAMPAI PENATGILAKTAHAPBABI!!

at last we find the right dress.. at first i suggest her a dreSss with a big cute ribbon on it. but, unftnately, that dress doesn't quite fit her body... THEREFORE, she bought the other dress, SIMPLE BUT SWEET & GORGEOUS!

i HOPE U will look great on this saturday nite my dear BEST FREN! i love u!!

heppy? huh? yuppp... just me...

omg.. i miss dis moment.. ni one day  b4 he go back to key-hell...

urgghhh.. imissuevenmorenmore syg..

CEPATCEPAT blek argh...

huuuuu...

<ni bru dpat update bloggie coz bru dpat o9. bz melulu kunuk.. heee..>

IMISSMYANSARSOEMUCH

HEPPYWIFLOVE

heeee. last nite was a very wonderful nite. i went out wif him again. kami g mamam NASI LALAP gitu.. hahah... he fetch me at my aunt's house then trus straight g bndr. then, dy bawa pusing2 dlu. dy cap mo vri kawan kunu. then i ask :::

me: untuk pa cari kawan? mo jln ma durank ka? eee. x paya la waa. kering duhh..
him: ndakla. saja ja, kac jumpa syg ma durank. kc knal2. jd klu nmpak ko d bndr( i sekat dy cap)
me: eeeee. x pyah la waaaa... x penting lae...
him: (dpan servay) alaaa. teda plak durank..
me: huuuuu. bagus la tu. lega sa.
him: nasib teyda, klu ada.. ( laugh)

then sua gitu, continue gek jlan2, then dy sddenly cap, psal EX2 BF sgala pa. then he said,

him: p la ajak tu c APIS jln.
me: eeee. wat pa lae?
him: saja2 la. kac jeles.
me: adoi. muka c pantat tu mo jeles, teda la ya
him: em. kol lA dy]
me: (amek hp n kol dy)

on the phone wif DAMN APIS

me: hello pis.d mana kaw?
apis: hello, sepa ni?
me: aq kilik, pypy.
apis: pypy? pypy mna>?
me: astaga aq bodok. pypy bha.
apis: ooooo. pypy. aaa. np py?
me: teda la. saja. ko x jln?
apis: em, ndataw la knp?
me: ko d mna ni?
apis: d umah la
me: oooo. yala palek
apis: knp? ko dgn bf mu citu kn. ko mo kc kenak aq ka?

<eeeeeee. babi ko ni setan, aq bgus2 kol ko start cri psal. FUCK!!>

me: eh, excuseme, ko pikir aq ni bgitu ka men kc knak2 urank, bodo la kaw ( off the call, saket ati lorgh)


after that, my andsar just bawa p makan, hmmm.. ilank la plk mood nak mnaip  ni. coz havinbg my flu. em, nex time ja la i cntinue, daaa. bloggie..

owkey. tday like a freakin HAPPY2 DAY 4 me.. my bro blek, my lil sis bday.. hurray!!! HAPPY ME come2x..
n i just miss last nite moment. huu. miss u bha my andsar..
:D

k. bout last nite. ngeee.  lom abesh stoly gek. wanna share bhuh..
hmmm..
where'd i stop?

k.
lets just start after bought d icecream..
hmm. after that kuar dri giant. kuar ja, my andsar saw ada bnyak lae ice cream d luar he said

him: naa, ni d luar lagi byak ni. patutnya bli sini
me: hmm. mana2 la,
him: (take out the ice cream) naa, mo mana satu? hitam ka biru. aq bagi ko yg itam la k, coz ko itam
<kurang asam tol>
me: bha. yala. mana2 la. itam la aq. huuu.

then, dy ajak sa dduk. OMG like what so ever. dy ajak sa dduk tepi jln toh. ingat pa??

him: cini la dduk ( sengaja ni)
me:eeee. knapa la bha ni.(tgok ja dya)
him: ahahaha.  naaa. mana ko mau lepak cam gini kan. laki2 ja sllu dduk2 gini ni.
me: wateer!  (jalan menuju keta)
him: aq klau teda wat pa ini ja la keja q. mkn ais kream.
me: hmm . ya la tu
him:ya bha.
me: eeeee. ni ais pelik rasanya. ada masam2.
him: naa. amek la aq punya ni. tukar
me: (nmpoak ais dya) eeeeee.. sama ja. nda maw la.
him: nemaw kunun tp tu ko mkan juak..
me: ya la. ko blanja. x kan aq mo bwang kan.
him: ya la. ehh. mo  blek dah ka? jam b rp dah ni?
me: em, nanti la plak ta b lek. hee. em. jam 9.30 bru
him: dui. nanti konon. nanti ur anty mara  naa susa lae. bru ja dya cap td jan lama2 kan.
me: eee. nda jua tu, jum ka
him: em. ok.

** in the car, we went to bandar**

him: mo p mna ni?
me: ndk la aq tau.
him: p bndaar la ta.
me: ya la.
( at the higway, dya sngaja bawa laju bru kac huyung hayang tu keta)
him: hahahah,. thumban dya.
me: eee. bha, mnta puji
him: naaa. d highway ni. mlm2 orank nlepak
me: hhhmm. mesti ada c apis ni kan.
him: tengok la. mna tau ada.. bru ko triak panggil.
me: ya.ya
him: kac kuar pala mu. kac tyang muka
me: adoi b ha. mlampau uak. nemaw la.
him: mo mkan ka?
me: nemaw la. knyang dah ni
him: jom la. mkan. kac tambah endut lae bdan tu
me: eeee. mnta puji nya ni. kenyang lol..
him: ok. ok. nex time ja la k ta p.
me: k

so many things lae kami chitchat dlm keta tu, x engat suma.. huhay.. heee..
emm. so tats all.. sampai dah umah. i ask him trun umah jap. then after tat i give tu aish kelim ma adik spopo sia. woooowww.. punya la durank hepi gilak babun.. heeee..
then sy go out jumpa dy.

him: so? aq blek la k.
me: bha ukey la
him: em, thnks ya. ( senyum dengan manja)
me: ok , thanks juak k.

hmmmmmmm... U'RE FUCKING SO SWEET PERSON SYG!! heee

ILOVE2YOUSOMUCH2

update again.. hee.. mood now ::: HAPPY +++ LOVE..
duhh.. just now my andsar dtg,, heee. i miss hi8m lorgh. at last tlepas gak rndu sia.. huhay.. mlu poon ada oo jumpa dy td. muka mcm dtampar setan ja. make up mc lekit agek coz mke up rmoval finish dah.. haha..
ok. ok. stop wif the nonsense.

k. td b 4 he arrived smpai umah, dy kol,tnya umah di mna, adoyai. punya la susa. sepat lai bedebat d hp tdiek gara2 cri ni umah, cam susah sangat kan,,
heeee.
k. t5hen dah sampai doan umah. sia dgn rasa heppy at the same time MALU2ANJENK! heheh,
kur\ar dri gate then jumpa dy.
dh gitu cita punya cita.
tiba2 dya cap

him: i got something for u.
me: huh? apa lae ni? tiba2
him: (msuk dlm keta , then take out a small box) naa.. teok ni, sia janji kan sama ko babe. i fulfill my promise.
         ( then he  took out a necklace with a ring on it and satu buah rntai nttah pa . pelik)
me: wow. eeeee.. cini teok.
him: aish. nda bole ( ketawa2x)
me: bheeeee.. trep gak bha. bru rntai mo borro.
him: bha. naa. ambil
me: eeee. keciknya, mana la muat di jari q ni. babat jari q. ( i put on the ring, duuu, jari yg plink ujung ja muat. hahah)
him: (ketwa) ok la tu. suda mkan ka?
me: suda. ni pon bru ja abes mkan maggi. lapar la.
him: mkan ja. diet la.( ktawa lg)
me: watever lgi. lapar aq waa. dri pagi ndak mkn.
him: beee. ya la tu . nda mkn kunun.
me: ya bha.
him: eh. ada giant bha kan blakang ni. jum teman aq p sana jap.
me: auw?? x pena g giant ka? x kan kl teda giant? hihih
him: ada la bha. tp mo juak tek yg d tawau punya.
me: bha yla. kejap. ( msuk umah jumpa anty)


anrty & me

me: mak ngah, ada c andsar d luar tu.
anty: jd? kenapa?
 me: dy ajk p giant jp. mo jln2.
anty: mlm dah ni fy.
me: jap ja bh.
anty: (trun & meet andsar)

anty & andsar

anty: mau pegi mna ni?
him: teda anty ajak dy p giant jap. jln2. bleh ka?
anty: owh. em jgn lama2 k. mlam dah ni. jan merayap tmpat bkan2.
him: ok anty.

** then msuk keta. jln**

in the car,  suda la, start cap merapuh2, huhay. soalan ntah2. ktwa cam urank geylak, tp memang lawak la u syg, the way u talk tol2 cam budak2 kicik. tp sa suka lol.. hihih..

** at giant**

msuk ja giant , jln2 pusing2, then nk msuk tempat brang dpur . dush! citue, dy leh cap ( bleh la volume tu dkatakan kuat)    he said: dri mna mo msuk ni?
          me: eee. nmpak tu bnda.
          him: ooooo( dy angkat kaki dya.)

astaga dude. pa waa ko ni,, hahai,, punya la pelik. sooo childish.. haha. tp x pa. its fun waa. kira one head juak. heee.

dah tu, p pusing2, then smpai tempat barang2 skewl. dy cap :

him: ko x ngam ni msuk area  cini..
me: knpa ka pulak
him: ya la. tguk muka tu. x ssuai uda
me: aisy. kureng tul. mlampau waa. ya la palek,, tua la q.
him: bgus la tu mngaku. hahahah

eeeee. mo sy cubit ko tauk.. hihihih

suda gitu.. smpai area ice cream, dy tengok2 n ask :

him: adk spupu ko ska mkn ice cream?
me: budak2 plak tu. konfom la
him: bha amek la tu.
me: (malu ni) eeee , ndak mau la. ko la amek. len aq rasa, ngee..
him: eee. mnta puji, spaya pa kunuk malu2.
me: teda la. ( senyum)

lol!!

penat la jari ni taip. better tmorow i update sal cita ni. heee

any way. he juast text me, then kami calllink.

he said wanna meet me again. RINDU KUNUK!

blav\blabla..

heee. bha k. t ta jumpa gek k,,

hmm. feel like wanna sleep. dy pon suru tdo, huuu,

k. daa bloggie .

tmorow i'll update u lagek k.

p/s: miss u andsar.

lol! saya miss gelak sama ni urank. at last 2morow 24/12 dy blek tawau. n just now callink ngn dya. huhay.. punya2 la. mcm2 kami borak. ntah pa2 ja kena cap. ktawa2 cm urank geyla. sa sllu tegur dy punya slank bckap. AISY! trip2 kdang2. kejap kieykiey, jap smnanjunk. cm sa mo tmpar ja tu mulut dya. haaha. kidding k syg. he said tdiek, tmorrow mayb ptang dy arrive at tawau, t dy cntact if smpai sua. he waanna met me wa tmorow.. heee. sa pon jd ndak sbr ni..

heeeeeee..  dun b too xcited fyfy.. :D
pa2 pown. imissusangat2 syg.
heee..
waiting for tomorrow ne.. heheh

p/s: lovey2you so much

sometimes i can feel tat my life doesn't worth a thing. why would i think like that? only i noe d answer. i can dream out of the box. dream bout my future without any limits. dreaming bout my love life, who will i be when i finish my study .a ll those things that i kept draming away. i alwez dream to have a perfect life. my own house, own car n everything tat i own my self. one mre thing tat i often dream of is my life partner. who will it be? its a big question mark for me. all dis time i've been cheated 4 so may times. what is tat suppose to mean? hey guys out there! gurls r not toys okey! we r human being like u are n we also have our own feelings. we're not a sttue.

 sorry for my statement here. its just a confession. i noe tat not all the guys are like that. but what i can say 95% are liars and only 5% guys out there who r reallyreally honest to the gurl they love. i dun noe 4 other pepol, but 4 me this is the reality.
whatever it is i just hope tat one day i could find someone that loves me for who i am, accept me just the way i am. for the time being i'm trying to love someone. i dun noe wether he's serious wif me or not. but what i'm hoping is just an honesty from u. pleas don't lie to me. i'm sick n tired of all that.

PLEASE! I'M BEGGING! NO LIES!

i can give all my love to u. n sincerely for sure. thre4 i hope u cn give me the same thing. it doesn't cost u even a cent $ . all of these is up to u. i can.t force u to do it, n if u can't just 4get about it k.

l.o.v.e.l.o.v.e.

p/s: what ever it is. i will love u andsar